Every day is a new day; fresh with opportunity. I would like to take today and be less angry that my life has changed so profusely. I would like to add Grace to my life in this time of tremendous sorrow. I am not sure how I am going to accomplish this – One day at a time I supposed- however– I am going to research books on grief and see if they can help guide my path and this new journey I find myself on. As the Monk said at my mom’s service. I would like to ‘exist less so I can BE MORE’.